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And where I’ve found my footing.

I originally thought to write about my journey for balance that started late 2021, but every time I started pen to paper it just felt bleak and miserable. I don’t feel bleak and miserable anymore and I’m not the biggest fan of putting negativity into the world.

Instead, I offer a short update on where I’m at.

I believe I’ve finally found a base schedule that I can stick to on the regular. Consistency is something I prioritize very highly and I’m glad to have come to this schedule, though I do wish I could offer more.

But then I remember about balance.

I remember that I wanted to publish one full, thought-driven blog post a month. Then I argue that against the feeling of meh each time that I sit down to do so. I remember that by the time February started I wanted to have fully planned out panel show-style streams every Friday night on Twitch with custom Streamloots available for extra fun. Then I argue that against the understanding that attempting to do so with a half-assed plan simply wouldn’t land or be entertaining.

So I’ve become accustomed to taking a step back, reassessing what’s realistic, and adjusting my goals. I’m writing up this small piece, sticking to two Twitch streams a week, one YT video every other week, and one YT stream every other week. And when I can, I’ll working on more.

That way I can keep the balance I’ve fought so hard for, continue to work on myself moving forward, and maybe begin to offer a little bit more one piece at a time.

That’s it, that’s all. Curious to see where this schedule and my stamina lands in a year.

Why not see if you’re given the opportunity to stand up for something you believe in this week?